dear chnt fandom, i implore you to read the following text in its entirety
i'm doing this more for my own sanity, but this post is somewhat meant to send an olive branch to some folks in this fandom (but only if they want it, tbh). this is to clean up a mess that i made, as well as messes that, in general, exist.
as a result of the mental unrest that these issues have caused me, i wrote a uh manifesto with a TLDR to accompany it and character analysis essays about jedidiah, sydney, and elijah. i'm also kinda autistic about chnt, so i was going to write the essays anyway, but um this really put a fire under my ass. i'm aware tumblr is a hellsite, but i am going to attempt to reason withsome people that disagree with me, with the hope that they take that as a compliment
tw for the manifesto: brief references to politics, anger/strong+negative emotions, (fictional) grooming, (fictional & real) gaslighting, (fictional) self-h–m & (fictional) sewerslidual ideation
i'm open to having my opinions changed and fully encourage trying to do that as that is one of the two ways that i'll be able to rest on this
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listening to the podcast or the livestreams on the youtube channel, specifically with ads, helps too. also, liking and commenting on the videos helps them circulate faster in the algorithm 👍